seems like I've done something awfully wrong, for u to treat me like this... if i really did, please tell me what had i done wrong. i really don't know what is going on around me anymore.. i really hope that this will clear up soon.. each time i try to chat with u but it seems like I'm the only one talking i guess the old times is gone forever.. each time i think of it, i feel really sad..
my brain is dieing soon i really hope to see the truth before its all come to an end...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
chalet
9th October
today was a damn freaking boring day. no events no nothing -.- ... stay home and sleep all day lols and everything went bloody wrong sia, wad the bloody hell is wrong today?.. sian lor so update about chalet...
chalet 3 days 2 night from 6th October to 8th October at costa sand pasir ris resort... people attending are bang ping, zhi hao, ai jia, mei zhen, andrew, welfred, chye wei, ezra, hua jin, man hou, eugene, naveed and me..... people who join us got hua jin, andy, zhi jing, kok keong, bang chuan, derek and jiao wei..
1st day before going to chalet went to school for fyp meeting all say don late then inthe end only me and ai jia the punctual ones the rest late and when they reach they say joel will be very late then all sian liao waste of time only so me and aj went to man hou's house to slack abit and do permit for some of the place then wait awhile for man hou to pack his bag then go meet mei xhen then go chalet together... reach chalet at about 5pm+ and the others getting ready for BBQ some inside play games and some watching tv then afew of us went to cheers to get some alcohol to drink wah then is like the 1st time drink and got high sia zz also don know why... after bbq all gone back inside to slack bah awhile later we play forfiet games play till morning then some went to watch sunrise and some went to sleep..
2nd day wait for each other to wake up and bathe then want to eat breakfast but end up raining and have to wait then eat lunch.. after lunch went for a walk and rent bicycle and planned to ride to changi village to have our dinner.. took so long and so much energy to ride to changi lor zz, after dinner we ride to the beach for awhile plan to ride to airport but very far and everyone is tired so stop at the place where the plane flew pass to land can see the plane flying so near to us sia haha... stop there awhile then ride back to chalet liao.. reach chalet all rest then i go buy vodka to drink cuz not in good mood bah, don ask why...
3rd day got nothing much cuz after i drink then sleep quite well.. woke up and prepare to book out and go return the bicycle and have our breakfast then went home bathe and sleep le..
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chalet 3 days 2 night from 6th October to 8th October at costa sand pasir ris resort... people attending are bang ping, zhi hao, ai jia, mei zhen, andrew, welfred, chye wei, ezra, hua jin, man hou, eugene, naveed and me..... people who join us got hua jin, andy, zhi jing, kok keong, bang chuan, derek and jiao wei..
1st day before going to chalet went to school for fyp meeting all say don late then inthe end only me and ai jia the punctual ones the rest late and when they reach they say joel will be very late then all sian liao waste of time only so me and aj went to man hou's house to slack abit and do permit for some of the place then wait awhile for man hou to pack his bag then go meet mei xhen then go chalet together... reach chalet at about 5pm+ and the others getting ready for BBQ some inside play games and some watching tv then afew of us went to cheers to get some alcohol to drink wah then is like the 1st time drink and got high sia zz also don know why... after bbq all gone back inside to slack bah awhile later we play forfiet games play till morning then some went to watch sunrise and some went to sleep..
2nd day wait for each other to wake up and bathe then want to eat breakfast but end up raining and have to wait then eat lunch.. after lunch went for a walk and rent bicycle and planned to ride to changi village to have our dinner.. took so long and so much energy to ride to changi lor zz, after dinner we ride to the beach for awhile plan to ride to airport but very far and everyone is tired so stop at the place where the plane flew pass to land can see the plane flying so near to us sia haha... stop there awhile then ride back to chalet liao.. reach chalet all rest then i go buy vodka to drink cuz not in good mood bah, don ask why...
3rd day got nothing much cuz after i drink then sleep quite well.. woke up and prepare to book out and go return the bicycle and have our breakfast then went home bathe and sleep le..
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
nothing out of ordinary
4th October
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON LIM =)
on the 2nd of October went to recee at fort canning park but after walking 1 round of the park there isn't anything special bah then went in to ask the person whether we are allowed to film at there or not but unfortunately we wasn't as that place was copy righted..
at night our group and bang ping, mei zhen, welfred, chye wei, wei xing and kok keong, to do a reshoot for our project at pasir ris park - mangroove swamp but the generator was not strong enough to power the red heads(lightings) so the shoot was a failure... so SORRY to our Guest make u guys wasted ur time to come all the way to help but in the end its for nothing..
on the 3rd of October went to pasir ris park - mangroove swamp to shoot only the host part and done another trail shoot. After shoot we went to have our lunch and head over to wennhaoo's house to do some editting.. at about 7pm++ went to have dinner with mei zhen then go home le..
today 4th October morning wake up watch Kid's Central together with my little bro.. while waiting for wenhao and rena to reach jurong then go cut hair then eat lunch then go home and rot till now then nothing to do some come update blog haha =)...
later going to hao's house to celebrate aaron's birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON LIM =)
on the 2nd of October went to recee at fort canning park but after walking 1 round of the park there isn't anything special bah then went in to ask the person whether we are allowed to film at there or not but unfortunately we wasn't as that place was copy righted..
at night our group and bang ping, mei zhen, welfred, chye wei, wei xing and kok keong, to do a reshoot for our project at pasir ris park - mangroove swamp but the generator was not strong enough to power the red heads(lightings) so the shoot was a failure... so SORRY to our Guest make u guys wasted ur time to come all the way to help but in the end its for nothing..
on the 3rd of October went to pasir ris park - mangroove swamp to shoot only the host part and done another trail shoot. After shoot we went to have our lunch and head over to wennhaoo's house to do some editting.. at about 7pm++ went to have dinner with mei zhen then go home le..
today 4th October morning wake up watch Kid's Central together with my little bro.. while waiting for wenhao and rena to reach jurong then go cut hair then eat lunch then go home and rot till now then nothing to do some come update blog haha =)...
later going to hao's house to celebrate aaron's birthday...
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LOVE MUSIC~
the bread that he baked from the morning
puts a smile on that hungry girl
the flowers that she nurtured
fully bloom gifting a smile
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours
when this world receives a small bit of love
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone
the happenings of your existence today
becomes one unchangeable page
In the large amount of blood shed
pours forth immutable tears
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours
if we embrace, no matter how bitter the sadness
there'll be a time where we can talk about it with a smile
when you again become a coward from having lost to yourself
let's stop running away
when this world receives a small bit of love
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone
LOVE MUSIC~
the bread that he baked from the morning
puts a smile on that hungry girl
the flowers that she nurtured
fully bloom gifting a smile
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours
when this world receives a small bit of love
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone
the happenings of your existence today
becomes one unchangeable page
In the large amount of blood shed
pours forth immutable tears
I want to reach you through this sound that will become yours
I want to deliver this poem as a voice which will become yours
if we embrace, no matter how bitter the sadness
there'll be a time where we can talk about it with a smile
when you again become a coward from having lost to yourself
let's stop running away
when this world receives a small bit of love
someday a great big love will be shown to everyone
Thursday, October 2, 2008
thought of mine
thoughts
if time could turn back even for just a few seconds wouldn't it be great for everyone..?
humans are such fragile beings, we get hurt over simple little things. we cant persevere through minor hardship without sacrifice.
I wonder how much more time do i have. even if I'm gone, all the precious memories will always be there.. before I got the chance to even know you, I was prepared to move on back to the dark, but now I don wan to go back in to that dark world..each time one of them went back in i was so worried that it would be me next.. time has pass so quickly without us even noticing.
is following the path that my heart chose wrong? or i should have chosen the other one then i wont feel so much pain and doubt as i have now. theres times that i might have done something wrong as everyone's attitude is changing towards me or am i just thinking too much.. i'm so confused now.. every time i didn't tell or tell u somethings u will give me that kind of attitude and it just hurts so much. i just don feel like tell it to anyone my troubles anymore it will always turn out even worse for me after that...
if time could turn back even for just a few seconds wouldn't it be great for everyone..?
humans are such fragile beings, we get hurt over simple little things. we cant persevere through minor hardship without sacrifice.
I wonder how much more time do i have. even if I'm gone, all the precious memories will always be there.. before I got the chance to even know you, I was prepared to move on back to the dark, but now I don wan to go back in to that dark world..each time one of them went back in i was so worried that it would be me next.. time has pass so quickly without us even noticing.
is following the path that my heart chose wrong? or i should have chosen the other one then i wont feel so much pain and doubt as i have now. theres times that i might have done something wrong as everyone's attitude is changing towards me or am i just thinking too much.. i'm so confused now.. every time i didn't tell or tell u somethings u will give me that kind of attitude and it just hurts so much. i just don feel like tell it to anyone my troubles anymore it will always turn out even worse for me after that...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
1st day of work at F1
27th September
long time no blog le cuz too busy and lazy le..
on the 24th of September which is Wednesday me and my project group went pasir ris park for shoot.. it dint go that well as plan and expected. the lightings are some what difficult to get it right as the camera cant absorb enough light so everything was very dark.
on 25th September, went to haw par villa, the ten courts of hell to recee took quite an amount of pictures and done some planning on wad things to shoot.. and nth much bah on that day..
today went to work as a caterer at esplanade there for the F1 staff was quite busy and tiring but its quite some fun there haha... after work went out and watch the F1 race. cant really see clearly when they move cuz too fast liao and its so loud lols... so exciting sia if can watch from the vip sit even better xp ~day dreaming~
very tired le wan go rest so end here bah..
on the 24th of September which is Wednesday me and my project group went pasir ris park for shoot.. it dint go that well as plan and expected. the lightings are some what difficult to get it right as the camera cant absorb enough light so everything was very dark.
on 25th September, went to haw par villa, the ten courts of hell to recee took quite an amount of pictures and done some planning on wad things to shoot.. and nth much bah on that day..
today went to work as a caterer at esplanade there for the F1 staff was quite busy and tiring but its quite some fun there haha... after work went out and watch the F1 race. cant really see clearly when they move cuz too fast liao and its so loud lols... so exciting sia if can watch from the vip sit even better xp ~day dreaming~
very tired le wan go rest so end here bah..
Monday, September 15, 2008
chye wei Bday
13th September
today slept whole day then wake up at around 4++pm and slack till 6pm and wait for dinner..
went our of house at about 7.20pm go bedok find mei zhen, ai jia, bang ping, welfred and naveed..
when i reach mei zhen's house there onli got naveed the rest was late bah then awhile later welfred also reach le so wait for mei zhen to come down then go prepare the stuff and i do eye power haha..
when bang ping reach he also come sit with us do eye power while welfred helping out lols.. wait for the others to come and ai jia came with kok keong then zhi jing came awhile later bah.. still got mei zhen's relative some sort of celebrating together bah haha... all play till like so hyper lo actually like small kids bah haha jkjk... play till late late then don feel like going home le soplan go mei zhen's house spend the night lo.. me, bang ping and welfred accompany ai jia go eat sotong for supper eat and slack till 1.20++am bah cuz ai jia don wan go home so early then sent her home le we head off back to mei zhen's house while bang ping went home...
14th September
woke up at 9.30am like that bah then slack awhile wait for mei zhen and her family to get ready then go down cuz her family wan go temple to see performance bah if i remember correctly... then me and welfred went home and prepare to go out and meet ai jia, mei zhen, bang ping, welfred, chye wei, nav and derek to celebrate chye wei's belated birthday.. went to kbox and sing till 7++pm then go buy dinner to go up to the fountain there to pinic so hard to find a spot lor all so wet then found a dry spot and sit down start eating and so many ants join us for dinner lols...
saw some one propose using the fountain laser display so look awhile then got the idea of wishing chye wei happy birthday, so welfred and bang ping so i follow went down to the platform there to key in our message, they got mischevious plan de sia wan to disturb me and ai jia then i keep stop them lo tell them she will angry de, then i go disturb welfred wanted to pt him and mei zhen de haha but don have that intention bah just wan to play around onli so i go look at other things and come back see welfred send out another message his massage i saw is wad that is ok de bah then i look to bang ping there he also send out another 1 then i sian half sia lols he say till like really send out that kind of message... later take bang ping's wallet and run bah cuz suddenly feel like it haha almost die lo stop le so much blood rush up to my head but 1st time survive without medication bah also don know how.. nvm le finish here wan to go sleep liao...
went our of house at about 7.20pm go bedok find mei zhen, ai jia, bang ping, welfred and naveed..
when i reach mei zhen's house there onli got naveed the rest was late bah then awhile later welfred also reach le so wait for mei zhen to come down then go prepare the stuff and i do eye power haha..
when bang ping reach he also come sit with us do eye power while welfred helping out lols.. wait for the others to come and ai jia came with kok keong then zhi jing came awhile later bah.. still got mei zhen's relative some sort of celebrating together bah haha... all play till like so hyper lo actually like small kids bah haha jkjk... play till late late then don feel like going home le soplan go mei zhen's house spend the night lo.. me, bang ping and welfred accompany ai jia go eat sotong for supper eat and slack till 1.20++am bah cuz ai jia don wan go home so early then sent her home le we head off back to mei zhen's house while bang ping went home...
14th September
woke up at 9.30am like that bah then slack awhile wait for mei zhen and her family to get ready then go down cuz her family wan go temple to see performance bah if i remember correctly... then me and welfred went home and prepare to go out and meet ai jia, mei zhen, bang ping, welfred, chye wei, nav and derek to celebrate chye wei's belated birthday.. went to kbox and sing till 7++pm then go buy dinner to go up to the fountain there to pinic so hard to find a spot lor all so wet then found a dry spot and sit down start eating and so many ants join us for dinner lols...
saw some one propose using the fountain laser display so look awhile then got the idea of wishing chye wei happy birthday, so welfred and bang ping so i follow went down to the platform there to key in our message, they got mischevious plan de sia wan to disturb me and ai jia then i keep stop them lo tell them she will angry de, then i go disturb welfred wanted to pt him and mei zhen de haha but don have that intention bah just wan to play around onli so i go look at other things and come back see welfred send out another message his massage i saw is wad that is ok de bah then i look to bang ping there he also send out another 1 then i sian half sia lols he say till like really send out that kind of message... later take bang ping's wallet and run bah cuz suddenly feel like it haha almost die lo stop le so much blood rush up to my head but 1st time survive without medication bah also don know how.. nvm le finish here wan to go sleep liao...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
cmpb test
11th September
today's the day for my cmpb check up for army enlistment.. woke up at 6.25am to bath then go out and meet kelvin and william on the train, reach tiong bahru at about 7.30am then wait for the rest, got bang ping, bang chuan, welfred, zhi hao, andrew, man hou, raphael, chye wei and deric..
all the test was quite simple.. 1st was the urine test and follow by the blood test so scared of the needle sia lols seems so big then took a tube of blood.. after all the test need to go to a room to confirm what pes u will go..
during the analysis for the pes thingy, i tell the medical officer i got asthma then he call me go do he spiro test, then go back find the MO and he call me go back to take another blood sample -.-zz take another 2 more tube sia sian lor... then go do the questionaire and it was so long and boring..
the check up end liao all go to the canteen and wait for the rest to finish... all gather liao then go coffee shop there have botak john for lunch then go meet rena, chee mui, ezra, and chye wei at plaza singapura to watch "The Days".. ok lar the movie. the story took place on year 1990 about one of my school's lecturer's own real live story with a little twist...
then nothing much le bah so stop here...
all the test was quite simple.. 1st was the urine test and follow by the blood test so scared of the needle sia lols seems so big then took a tube of blood.. after all the test need to go to a room to confirm what pes u will go..
during the analysis for the pes thingy, i tell the medical officer i got asthma then he call me go do he spiro test, then go back find the MO and he call me go back to take another blood sample -.-zz take another 2 more tube sia sian lor... then go do the questionaire and it was so long and boring..
the check up end liao all go to the canteen and wait for the rest to finish... all gather liao then go coffee shop there have botak john for lunch then go meet rena, chee mui, ezra, and chye wei at plaza singapura to watch "The Days".. ok lar the movie. the story took place on year 1990 about one of my school's lecturer's own real live story with a little twist...
then nothing much le bah so stop here...
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